It is almost 2013 and I have to say I am not sorry to see the end of 2012. It has been a tough year for us. There have been a few highlights but generally it has not been a good year. Business has just limped along and the financial problems have overshadowed the whole year. I have tried to stay in the moment but it has been a challenge.
It has meant that the lows have left me feeling drained and struggling to keep up a positive outlook. I have felt that I am letting everyone down because I am usually the driving force in the family. Everyone seems to look to me for direction and some days that has been too much responsibility.
My whole system is out of whack and the energy of this year has at times left me really low. My blogging has probably suffered the most. I have taken lots of photos but just haven't had the energy to transcribe that into a post. Instagram was joined in April and I have found support from that community and have shared there instead of my blog.
I am unsure of my direction in 2013? I do feel that it will be a better year so we shall see. I am not going to put pressure on myself and say I will blog more often. I am hoping that will be a natural progression as the year unfolds.
So as our beautiful Queen said a few years ago, it was 'Annus Horribilis' !!
Happy New Year to you, I hope 2013 is good for us all.